for all of this im better off without you.

pooooooooooop

Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:54:37 GMT

hi i want to come to colorado.

"aint no bitches gonna bring me down".-- how IMMATURE.

Thu, 24 May 2007 06:47:16 GMT

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ughhhhhhhhhhh!

im so annoyed right now . im going to be SINGLE for a really long time and do whatever i want. TAKE THAT BITCH. hahahhahah

we just had two earthquakes. YIKES.

and somebody please send me those drunk picures u guys have of me from camping.

elbows up. side to side.

Mon, 14 May 2007 06:00:19 GMT

mmmm.

peach cobbler and vanilla ice cream.

summertime and swimming today.

im going to be in colorado on thursday you people.

school for four more weeks. NOT COOL.

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 08:13:56 GMT

so i totally suck at answering my phone.

i know.

Wed, 14 Mar 2007 06:30:02 GMT

ew somebody please unconfuse me...

i dont even know what i want anymore?

hah go figure..

also, i absolutely HATE being sick. i just got over having the flu last week and what do u know to my surprise i have it ten times worse again. i am so weak and so achy and i hate being sick.

i love where i live. i love the weather. the sun and the beach. omg its starting to feel like summer again.

goodnight.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 08:48:07 GMT

"What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way back around"

and dont anyone ever forget that.

( :

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 08:27:41 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLTON!

foxy foxy

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 08:46:41 GMT

im happy sad lonely loved depressed smiling tired wide awake all at once and I LOVE IT.

i have to wake up really early tomorrow just to throw it out there.

i am the best bestfriend ever. just to throw that out there.

big bear today was LOTS of fun.

if you havent seen the movie ALPHA DOG i suggest you see it. its sooo good but its also way sad.and its based where im from. SCARY. claremont california bitches. haha. ok im done.

i think i need to move to mammoth lakes california before i go completely crazy in the head like has already started.

Right now he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blond tramp, and shes probobly gettin frisky.

Tue, 16 Jan 2007 09:52:26 GMT

Right now he's probably buying her some fruity little drink
cause she can't shoot whiskey.

and so there it is my encouraging/life changing/smile creating thoughts that have crossed my mind tonight.

use them wisely.

and dont forget coltons birthday thats in ten days.

G-L-A-M-O-R-O-U-S

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 00:19:45 GMT

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that is my princess!

kellis happy!

HAHA>

coltons birthday is in 16 days. recognize it bitches. lol

im SO happy.

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 00:15:00 GMT

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come home from colorado a little upset because of my ex.
so i went out with the girls.

we got to drinkin at the bar...

thats my good friend of many years! nice guy!

next few nights party a little bit too hard.

then in the end .. look who i got back!>

you must not know 'bout me.

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 08:53:28 GMT

i am coming to colorado a week from this coming sunday. i would really like to see all my friends. thats what i need most right now.

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Tue, 05 Dec 2006 10:58:31 GMT

nothing i do can make me happy.

tonight i get what ive been wanting so bad for the past 3 weeks.

and all of a sudden is doesnt seem so right anymore. i have lost it.

i dont know if ive made a mistake or done the right thing?

thats it im moving to the beach. haha.

Wed, 29 Nov 2006 08:07:49 GMT

shit happens.

now why cant i realize that myself?

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:38:51 GMT

so i do have one friend that knows how to cheer me up.

me and nicole so flew to santa barbara which is three hours away from where we live just to eat lunch. haha our friend is a pilot so we took a little dinker four seater airplane and it only took 45 minutes yay!

then tomorrow i am going to cal city to go dirtbiking til sunday. i am going to be fuccccccccccccccccked up the whole week. and im actually excited about this.

i believe i still need that though.">

i got this one figured out.

people are crazy.

Sun, 19 Nov 2006 09:16:44 GMT

losing a best friend and a boyfriend both within 48 hours is something i suggest no one EVER TRIES.

its funny how one person can completely change the the way you act and how you feel.

i swear to god from this day i will wait. no matter how much its killing me inside. nothing else sounds better. i sound like i should be in the scene or emo or something. go ahead everyone bitch all you want.

"the world said they wouldnt make it but love said they would"

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 07:32:56 GMT

my birthday this year was pretty tight.

i have the BEST boyfriend ever.
he got me two jackets
a kitten
and took me to dinner and a movie.

and the kitty is ADORABLE... shes white with blue eyes and obviously i named her tinkerbell.

now i need to sleep because i drank wayy too much wine last night. haha.

now im excited to go shopping too and get a pedicure and manicure.. haha i feel rich again..

i need to go to disneyland soon.
i need my mom soon.
and i deffinately cant wait til i get a memeborship to LA fitness. haha ok not that any of this matters im just bored.

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 19:09:35 GMT

my birthday is on thursday YAY!!!!!! actually im not that excited. its a boring age. haha.

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 19:13:24 GMT

this is me happy.

you are nothing to me.

Wed, 18 Oct 2006 18:03:30 GMT

i have an awesome boyfriend. i couldnt ask for a better one.

i have a shitty best friend. i want a new one.

i will no longer let her add extra stress to my life, treat me like crap, make me look like a bad person and bother me with her selfish and childish acts..

im done.

ok thats all.

im moving closer to work and school. and i am excited about it.

and they go dancing. around and around.

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 00:26:09 GMT

so theres this boy.. and he kind of has my heart.

HAHA HOTTIE.

they mean serious business. hahah boo's a BRO!!!!!

laughlin in a few weeks. get to see the fam im excited. im just a happy person.

so theres this boy.. and he kinda has my heart.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 23:11:20 GMT

i got roses and you didnt. ha.ha.

i love this feeling.

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 20:17:44 GMT

so after 1200 interviews with different people this week. i finally got the job ive been wanting. its for the city. and ill be working with kids and putting together youth programs for underprivelaged children. im so happy. i start monday and i absolutely cannot wait.

school has been pretty good so far. i have a class EVERY day so that part kind of sucks but they are all interesting classes haha.

i eat del taco like 3000 times a day. that is some good stuff.

i met a boy who i have been spending lots of time with and im kind of head over heels. and the exciting thing about it is... he is too. i am one happy girl. its just right. i dont even want to hang out with any other boys anymore. i just get annoyed to easily. i have completely stopped talking to all other boys because they are all worthless jerks. this one isnt. so peace out to all the idiots that ever screwed me over.

i found someone i actually like.

so thats is everything new in my life. now i need to go to work and fill out papers and then go to class. bye bye.

smiling.

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 11:32:56 GMT

i am totally and completely swept off my feet. and there is nothing i can do about it.

i cannot stop smiling. its permanent. i have never been so happy.

bored.hungover.headache.

Thu, 10 Aug 2006 18:39:19 GMT

THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY. (lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past)

-Longest relationship: two and a half years about

-Shortest relationship: hmm like 3 days haha

-How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?: 3

-Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?: sadly

-Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?: of course

-Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: hmm. yes.

-Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend?: yes

-Are you happier single or in a relationship?: hmm.. depends on the time of year hahaha

-Have you ever been cheated on?: unfortunately

-What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex?: legs lol

-What is your favorite thing about the same sex?: most of them are all just bitches
-Have you ever had your heart broken?:yes and thank you.

-Have you ever broken someones heart?: probably.

-Talk to any of your exes?: seems like hanging out with all of my exes is the them this week.

-If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you?: YES

Think any of your exes feel the same way?: i think so

-Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?? some days

-Have you dated people who were not good to you?: yes. no bueno

-Have you been in an abusive relationship?: EW

-Name your most memorable ex: uh? nah. dont know dont care

-Have you dated someone older then you?: yes

-Younger?: yes but only by a few months

-Do you regret anything that you have done with a boyfriend or girlfriend?: probobly.

-When is the last time that you were in a relationship?: too long ago

-Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?: depends on what they did

-Believe in love at first sight?: yeh i do

-Ever dated two people at once?: lol no.

-Ever been given a promise ring? nope. but i want one.

-Ever been given an Engagement ring?: nope.

-Do you want to get married?: yes in like seven years

-Do you have something to say to any of your exes?: dont know dont care. and if i did i wouldve told him? because like i said the theme of this week is hang out with ex boyfriend week

-Ever stolen someones boyfriend or girlfriend?: i dont know. probobly i wreck shit. and not on purpose lol

-Ever liked someone elses boyfriend or girlfriend?: of course.
-Do you believe in true love?: could happen

-Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?: hmmm. no to heartbreak. thats all i have to say.